I never cared much about making it good for myself until you.
[Maybe he shouldn't admit that, but it's true. It was more like stress relief back then, hormones and tension building up until he jerked himself off in the shower, quick and efficient. With Ronan now it's different - even if they're apart like this, or even if Adam is alone, it's more real. It's Ronan he's thinking about, Ronan's hands on him, his mouth, the look in his eyes. The things they do together.
It's not stress relief. He's taking his time, stroking himself.]
It feels good, but not as good as it would if it was your hand. I'm going slow - I'm thinking about you, that time in the shower, the water on your shoulders. Your tattoo. Your cock.
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[Maybe he shouldn't admit that, but it's true. It was more like stress relief back then, hormones and tension building up until he jerked himself off in the shower, quick and efficient. With Ronan now it's different - even if they're apart like this, or even if Adam is alone, it's more real. It's Ronan he's thinking about, Ronan's hands on him, his mouth, the look in his eyes. The things they do together.
It's not stress relief. He's taking his time, stroking himself.]
It feels good, but not as good as it would if it was your hand. I'm going slow - I'm thinking about you, that time in the shower, the water on your shoulders. Your tattoo. Your cock.