[He sighs out. Ronan has never really taken time with himself before Adam- though perhaps that had less to do with Adam's utilitarian approach to his body, and more due to the echoes of shame that plagued him whenever he let his mind wander to the kinds of things that really got him going. Easier to work out frustrations with a bottle and a race, with blood and barbed wire.
He's glad that he doesn't have to do that anymore. He's glad that Adam can enjoy it too, really- even if most of the time, they satiate their needs in one another.]
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[He sighs out. Ronan has never really taken time with himself before Adam- though perhaps that had less to do with Adam's utilitarian approach to his body, and more due to the echoes of shame that plagued him whenever he let his mind wander to the kinds of things that really got him going. Easier to work out frustrations with a bottle and a race, with blood and barbed wire.
He's glad that he doesn't have to do that anymore. He's glad that Adam can enjoy it too, really- even if most of the time, they satiate their needs in one another.]
I'll see you soon. I know I will.