[His breath catches as Ronan moves against him, wraps his hand around them. Adam thrusts up against his touch, unable to stop himself, and his breath catches again. He reaches out to hold Ronan, to catch hold of the back of his thigh and encourage him to move more, to press closer. Adam wants him so bad.]
I am yours.
[It's not a possession thing. It isn't Ronan owning him, or the reverse. It's not that Ronan calls the shots, or that Adam does, or that either of them belong to the other in a way that strips away their freedom. Adam would never accept being owned like that, and would not want to own someone that way. This is different, this is something else, another kind of belonging - a free exchange of their selves, their bodies and their hearts and everything else. It's him offering Ronan everything he has, all the things he's never offered anyone else because he needed to be his own man, he needed to cling to whatever freedom he could get.
But he is free. He has been for some time now, even while he slowly comes to realize and accept that. Out from his father's thumb, he can choose the ties he wants. He can choose to follow Gansey without being owned by him, he can choose to serve Cabeswater without being a puppet, and he can find power in both.
And he can choose to be Ronan's. He can choose to give him everything, every part of himself, and know that Ronan wants those things, that he thinks they're valuable and worth having. That he wants Adam, and that he wants Adam to have him in return.]
All of me.
[He moves his hips again, up into Ronan's grip. It's not quite urgent, that movement - still slow and rolling, hungry without being needy. For now. His fingers dig in a little as the shock of pleasure courses through him. He wants more.]
no subject
I am yours.
[It's not a possession thing. It isn't Ronan owning him, or the reverse. It's not that Ronan calls the shots, or that Adam does, or that either of them belong to the other in a way that strips away their freedom. Adam would never accept being owned like that, and would not want to own someone that way. This is different, this is something else, another kind of belonging - a free exchange of their selves, their bodies and their hearts and everything else. It's him offering Ronan everything he has, all the things he's never offered anyone else because he needed to be his own man, he needed to cling to whatever freedom he could get.
But he is free. He has been for some time now, even while he slowly comes to realize and accept that. Out from his father's thumb, he can choose the ties he wants. He can choose to follow Gansey without being owned by him, he can choose to serve Cabeswater without being a puppet, and he can find power in both.
And he can choose to be Ronan's. He can choose to give him everything, every part of himself, and know that Ronan wants those things, that he thinks they're valuable and worth having. That he wants Adam, and that he wants Adam to have him in return.]
All of me.
[He moves his hips again, up into Ronan's grip. It's not quite urgent, that movement - still slow and rolling, hungry without being needy. For now. His fingers dig in a little as the shock of pleasure courses through him. He wants more.]