[It's enough - more than enough - to push Adam over the edge. It's almost frightening to him sometimes, just how much he wants Ronan. How even the simplest touch can warm him, can make his heart beat just a tiny bit harder. He can even remember back to a time when it wasn't like that, when he didn't light up a little whenever Ronan looked at him, but that feels like the faintest of distant memories now.
And considering that, the intensity of his feelings and the depth of his desire, it's no surprise that being with Ronan like this can be so overwhelming. Adam loves him, has finally been able to say it aloud, and that's scary but it was also so easy. It felt right, and Adam might still be unsure about his own capacity for love, but he knows that despite that he loves Ronan with all of himself.
He arches up against Ronan, that slide of his finger into Adam a perfect arc of sensation, just enough to make him fall apart. It would have come quickly anyway, with Ronan's mouth on him, with everything that's gone between them, but that makes it better, makes Adam's climax come with a suddenness and intensity that even he wasn't expecting.
Afterward he'll feel bad that he wasn't able to warn Ronan, but in the moment, he can't think about anything. There's only the intense, single-minded pleasure as his body tenses, as he reaches release.]
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And considering that, the intensity of his feelings and the depth of his desire, it's no surprise that being with Ronan like this can be so overwhelming. Adam loves him, has finally been able to say it aloud, and that's scary but it was also so easy. It felt right, and Adam might still be unsure about his own capacity for love, but he knows that despite that he loves Ronan with all of himself.
He arches up against Ronan, that slide of his finger into Adam a perfect arc of sensation, just enough to make him fall apart. It would have come quickly anyway, with Ronan's mouth on him, with everything that's gone between them, but that makes it better, makes Adam's climax come with a suddenness and intensity that even he wasn't expecting.
Afterward he'll feel bad that he wasn't able to warn Ronan, but in the moment, he can't think about anything. There's only the intense, single-minded pleasure as his body tenses, as he reaches release.]